Sometimes I think that my life does not have enough angst in it for me to make it worth while posting a journal. I am pretty happy with the way my life is going and now that I have said that I really hope that I have not jinxed myself.
I mean, nothing worries me too much, and maybe that is a good thing. However, I also thinks it makes me really unmotivated to change anything. Since I am really happy where I am in life I see no real reason to push for change. Sort of the old “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it” thing.
However, there are things I wish I had more motivation to push for completion on. My education being one of the major ones, but also I am not in a career that has a lot more for me to do, and I have no interest in staying where I am for the rest of my life.
A big part of me also thinks that from here on is lots of risk, to change careers or to move forward means leaving the comfort I have created for myself. (although I need to give my wife credit here for creating a lot of that comfort)
I find myself at a cross roads and I wonder where I will go.